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14th February 2011

It's 14th February 2011...Yes, Valentine's Day. It's kinda akward to actually celebrate it alone for the 1st time after many years....

Perhaps, it is because of my stupidity and foolishness.
Or it's a punishment for the things that I have actually done...
Wouldn't it be great if someone was here with me...

Forgive me...as I'm truly sorry...

Selfish Shit!

hey blog....I'm back with rants again.....

wonder why people can be so selfish and yet can be so happy and proud of it?
I'm just sick seeing this stuff and I thought life should be fun.

Some are enjoying their lifes while I'm still struggling here. What's wrong?
My problem or????? I just can't seem to be able to click with anyone.....well I'm kinda selfish myself as well...but I believe I'm trying to improve....probably time will tell.....but what I did do to deserve all these?

Everytime....explaining, explaining and explaining...and yet the blame is somehow back to me???
for God's sake....Give me a break....at least I do stuff for people....and all I wanted was just a simple respect.....and lil bit of care on me???

sheesshhhhh....

Depressed

Hey there....

I'm pretty sick now...body gets heated up on and off... and yet, I have to go on....

I'm pretty depressed as well. Seems like everything is turning over to me...especially those rotten ones. I'm tired, I'm exhausted...and I'm afraid....

Does anyone out there hear what am I saying? Please understand....